I’m Scared to Visit my Grandma

I find myself wanting to visit, wanting to talk to her and tell her all about how my life is going. She was one of my biggest supporters for years and I know that she would be happy to hear where I am in life at the young age of 17.

It’s been 9 months since the last day I would ever see her again. It’s been much longer than I care to admit that I visited her.
I miss her.

It wasn’t that I didn’t want to see her, I did. It was just that every time I got home from a visit I would begin to cry and then blame myself.
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